It cannot all be in vain. This trauma; the pain, the emotional toll it took on me, my family, friends. It CANNOT be in vain - I won't let it be in vain. I have insight. I have empathy. I might even have a few answers.
I am finally ready to talk about it - 4 years 10 months later. I'm finally ready to open up.
Why now?
* I realized that to the world, I am no longer a cancer patient.
* People in the grocery store do not know that I survived 18+ months of the hardest chemo cocktail on the market.
* I started a new job in August 2010 and no one in my office knows I ever even had cancer.
* My doctor did not overly object when I took myself OFF a medication.
All that seems like good things, right? All of those are external. I'm ready to open up because internally, in my head, I'm still struggling. And I have to do something before it takes me down, destroys my marriage, career and friendships.
Pre-cancer, I was one of the toughest cookies you would meet. During my battle against death, I never came across as weak, I never even considered the fact that I might not "win" and beat this thing. But today... today. Well, today I am pretty darn scared; I am more vulnerable than I want to be; I am certainly still bitter and angry.
And today, I am ready to move on.
If you or someone you love has a life-threatening disease, you are not alone - neither is your mother, husband, or best friend. Please join me as I reflect and now grow. Do not let my suffering be in vain.
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